Sometimes life itself does not feel kind but it amazes me when I still happen to see someone that still has kindness left in them. It amazes me. I am so grateful to see people who can be kind in their general demeanor. None of us can do it all of the time but when someone really needs a look or hello with kindness it really can make all the difference in giving someone hope to keep going. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Some people don\u2019t struggle with big emotions. I am so happy for them. That sounds really great – must be nice. Though I know we all have a different flavor of battle and I\u2019m sure I probably did choose the big emotions one at some point. And that\u2019s okay. I am okay with it but it also feels like a lot sometimes. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I think after quite some time I just have to come to terms with being who I am, where I am, with who I am with, and I just need to stop running away from life itself. It doesn\u2019t really make sense to me that this is the most fantastic plan that we can come up with. But it is effective and there\u2019s something to be said for that I suppose. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I really really am grateful for where we are now though. It feels dreamy to be able to go outside of my house. It\u2019s the best thing for me to be able to just be outside with my kids watching them play or playing catch with them. All of them. For that I am ridiculously grateful. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sometimes life itself does not feel kind but it amazes me when I still happen to see someone that still<\/p>\n